better

I better lose weight, I feel like crap. My body feels like its been run through that scary villain-killing machine that was ever so popular in the 90's - you know the one where two wheel like things are turning inwards together and the person gets sucked into it and crunched into a million pieces? Yep, I went through, poor villains. Upside though, FiberOne Caramel Crunch tastes exactly like Cinnamon Toast Crunch - LOVE IT! It's 11:04, I work in 3 hours, I want to do so much, I still can, just need to start.
1. Clean out car
2. Fold and put away laundry
3. Load dishwasher
4. Begin new paper
5. Revise old paper (stupid B)
6. Read vague and difficult p.c. article
7. Shower

I would like nothing more than to go somewhere, eat a lovely scone, drink a mocha and stare outside. Damn diet, school, job, house. I suppose I will someday get all these things done, become a lithe, thin super model and then be able to stare out the window.

Happy!!

What to do with a day off work... leave town! Grand rapids was calling my name and I haven't been back in so long. I missed it here. This is my space, my arena and familiar ground. It is a place that was all my own. Not my mom's, sister's, dad's, boyfriend's, friend's or co-workers. This is mine. I was going to hide out on campus today and study for hours until my night class but if I did that I would have worked out for an hour then showered for an hour and gotten food and probably ran into K or someone else I knew so this way, I'm exerting the same amount of time spent not studying driving and the same dedicated time studying. I cleared my head on the drive and it is such a beautiful sunny day that to be cooped up in a library just seemed wrong. So I'm in the Sparrow Cafe here in Easttown drinking tea, listening to music and getting it all done. The sun is shining in on me and my spirits are lifted. God helped me so much with money and school and work that I have no reason to be unhappy. So here I am, happy! I wish you happiness too.
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